I cant afford to sit back and look pretty.

I need to throw some dice.








remind me.. to explain more tmr or something.

what the fuck man.

im kinda officially turned off by lineage2. fucking quests. fucking quests when you have a human mage. speed 121. 141 with haste potion. walking like a fucking grandma. not funny when you've got to trobe half the globe and die. and die.

too used to elves. sigh.

I was sleeping by the com. Felt something cold on my thigh. Slept for another hour. Something cold again.


I realized I've been drooling.

msn nicks again.
....:status "sch reopen so boring yet so fun get wat i mean?"

I would put, ...:status "yes i understand yet i don't get wat i mean?"

Don't look at the cookie. Look at my shiny nails. hahhaa. Nope, I didn't do it myself. I hope they last till prom.

There was this indian dance thing. Damn cool to see it for yourself. I recorded a video. So message if you are into indian dance thing (like me.) And oh, I always watch indian shows in the afternoon. Seriously; reading the subtitle though.

Emily rose. Not so scary. But more of touching eh. Basically, Emily chose to fight with the devil in her body even when Mary offered to take her to heaven. And she chose to put this verse on her tomb. 'work out your own salvation with fear and trembling' - Philippians 2:12

Watching these 2 for sure.


Harry potter. The quote for this movie is - 'Get a good one or all will be gone'


Yea, I also watched sky high. The quote for this would be - 'Let true love remain unspoken'

Work begins.

Some dismantling

Lots of dust/soot from burnt parts.

Forgot to reconfigure jumper. Had to re-open the case and rewire.

Don't push it. I don't know which wire to cut.

Random shots taken at booogies.

It isn't really to scale, but this iFM thing is about 5 by 2cm. Yea. Reminded me of the parody. The iPod FLEA.

Simlimsq

This is the very wall where heroes left their marks - using their heads

Everyone leaving.

For the last time.

the weather. and my new pack kinda got stuck. so i got a mint stick that cost $2.40

The com fried. Opening up stuff.


This was my graphics card.

Okay, lots of things, only updating later.

formatting com now.

watched exorcism of emily rose

halloween/hallows eve/october 31st isn't a good day. spirits.

getting choked in sleep since secondary school days, that's when i first picked up the bible.



not scary. crying.

Sometimes when you are threatened with physical violence, a weapon to defend yourself with is not always available. Your hands, however, are always with you, and can be as lethal as any weapon. Below are a list of attacks:

TEMPLE - A very susceptibile vital spot. If struck with sufficient force, may cause unconsciousness or death.

NASION - This is the summit of the nose. If struck with sufficient force may cause death.

PHILTRUM - This is the area between the upper lip and the bottom of the nose. Attack to this area may also cause unconsciousness or death.

HOOK TO JAW - A powerful hook punch to the front side of jaw may snap an enemy's neck. Fatal.

ADAM'S APPLE - A sharp blow here may cause enemy to asphyxiate.

SOLAR PLEXUS - The small of back. May cause death.

TESTICLES - The strong, focused pain of a vicious low blow may cause shock, resulting in death.

BASE OF CEREBELLUM - A powerful blow to the nape of the neck, causing mortal damage.

COCCYX - A powerful blow to the tail bone. Fatal.

FULL NELSON - Stand behind the enemy, put your arms under his, and lock your hands behind his head. Bending the neck forward may either break neck, asphyxiate enemy, or cut of supply of spinal fluid to brain, causing brain damage or death.

HALF NELSON - Again, standing behind enemy, but one arm is used to pin one of enemy's arms.

BRAIN BUSTER - Bend enemy over towards you, placing him in a headlock. Grab the back of his belt, and haul him into the air, vertical, upside-down. Allow yourself to fall backward, landing on your enemy's head, which will absorb your combined weight. Most effective on concrete or gravel.

RUSSIAN OMELET - Cross enemy's legs. Fold enemy by pinning his shoulders to ground upside-down and placing his legs above him. Sit on his legs, folding the bass of the spine. Fatal.

HEART PUNCH - A strongman's attack, it is simply a powerful blow to the heart. (Many years ago, the wrestler Ox killed an opposing wrestler with this attack.)

UPPERCUT - An upward strike to the bottom of the jaw with the heel of the hand, causing the enemy's head to snap backward. May shatter vertabrae. Fatal.
ABDOMEN - A substantial blow to this area may rupture a vital organ, causing death.

RIB CAGE - A vicious shattering of the rib cage may cause grave internal bleeding.

HEAD-TO-WALL PUNCH - A swift, hard, cold-cock punch to an enemy's face while he is standing near a wall may drive his head into it, causing the back of the skull to shatter fatally.

PINNED DROP KICK - Standing behind enemy, holding his arms straight back. A drop kick to the back without releasing arms may severe spine, causing death.

HEAD WRENCH - Grabbing an enemy's head by the mouth and the back of the skull, then twisting with a sudden, violent jerk to rend vertabrae, may easily cause death.

CHOKE HOLD - Once a favorite of law enforcement officials, has often proved deadly. The right arm goes over the enemy's right shoulder, and grips the back of the head. The left arm comes over his left shoulder, reaches across neck, and grabs own right forearm. With enough pressure applied, causes brain damage or death.

HEAD YANK - Bend enemy forward, grab head, and pull back with convincing force. May seperate delicate vertebrae, causing death.

Hey karebu you are a big loser,
Four eyes
Um.
You suck.
And.
and..
I..
You..
Aah..
Poo-face.

A diamond says

for you,
for us,
forever,
for your wallet.

There's this jlo lingerie thing.

Makes me wonder.

Why are boobs and asses so amusing/amazing/attractive/appealing/aa..??

Is it the shape? Is it how it feels? Squeeze your own ass then. Rub it.

It's definitely not because it's forbidden fruit. You would probably get sick of it after like seeing/touchign your girl/wife after many many times. But that never does happen. (i'm not counting cheats. and that's probably coz of the face.)


Is it in the genes? Humans. weird.

It's been 13 hours since I've touched the net.

Dismantle stuff. Clean them. Trial and error.


My motherboard fried.



WOOOHOOOO.

Remb I wrote something random, lots of random things below?



I actually bit my towntongue while sneezing. I sneeze in shots of 10.

My anti-maplestory-ness is going from bad to worse, or good to better depending on which side you are on.

Please please, oh please, don't play maplestory.

There are tons of nice games out there. You can't possibly play all games in your life, so play quality games I say.

lineageII
ragnarokonline
A3
counterstrike
half-life modifications (pvk, vs, etc etc)
tons of other games. just go google.com and look for them.

32 bit graphics. (or perhaps 16)
You use your keyboard mainly (so play pacman and minesweeper if you must, just don't play maplestory).
It's just. Damn. Sometimes I wonder how does it even seem entertaining. Cute games aren't like that (other than the 6 or 8 stupid faces. if you like emotes, and the odds are, that some of your MSN emoticons, came from ragnarokonline.)

Maplestory is such a slipshot work.

Sure sure, first scroller RPG game. Dude, I'm gonna code for a '80s-arcade' rpg, first ever in the world, you know, those video games whereby you have a spacecraft below and you are there zapping aliens and stuff nonstop. That genre. Basically you just press left and right and hold down spacebar, and try not to crash into the meteories, I mean, monsters. And as you upgrade, your lasers spells, change color.

I'd rather play with a cardboard. Needs no electricity. Eco-friendly.
It's flat and 2D. And it has 5 axes of movements(oh, throw in pitch and yaw and roll for me too). And hell yeah, I can do some serious role-playing on/with it.


Can maplestory do that?

Aah. I bit my tongue.
It's okay.
It's okay, I didn't bite it .. very hard
I'll be alright. I'm just gonna
go lie down and erh..
No no, I'm okay, serious, I'm alright.
It's not like i bit through my tongue
and I'm not bleeding.
No, don't touch me.



-------------------------
i'm addicted to pants!

Been blinking at my screen now
six hours when you come in,
but I sit up and rub the sleep from my eyes.
Your smile lights up the room. "I'm yours," you said,
and I reached through and kissed you - just once, very carefully,
as if you'd break and shatter away in a million lost breaths.
We're glowing, I tell you.
We are a swarm of radioactive bees destined for the sun.

There's nothing between us anymore - no walls, no cars, no million miles.
You're mine, baby. You're all mine.

There's nothing between us anymore - no walls, no cars, no million miles.
You're mine, baby. You're all mine.

Laa laaa laaa, laa laaa laa

There's nothing between us anymore - no walls, no cars, no million miles.
You're mine, baby. You're all mine.

There's nothing between us anymore - no walls, no cars, no million miles.
You're mine, baby. You're all mine.

Laa laaa laaa, laa laaa laa

I think your wallet is handsome. Girls would agree more on that.

You wear your suit, do poses with a damn yaya face,

but seriously it just doesn't really fit. (YOUR FACE)


Don't they always say money helps make people look better.

Okay. Maybe it could be worse.

Girl don't you know there's only one last cookie in the cookie jar
and it has a certain je ne sais quoi
only one cookie
only one cookie
only one cookie yeaah

I love you because you are into zombies
And I love you (why's that) coz you know just how I take my coffee
It was love
at first side
when I saw the picture in your online dating profile
but we can't share this love
because we
live across the sea
and I can't afford any plane tickets (wbispers:stupid chick just need a job)
aah.
and I'm banned from international airlines.

ahhemm
yo
I really like megabytes and sometimes i also really like gigabytes.
actually i like gigabytes more than megabytes.
Because
there's one thousand megabytes in a gigabytes
and there's a million bytes in a megabytes
so there's alot more bytes in a gigabytes than in a megabytes.
so I like them all I like alot of bytes.
yo.
and i'm a really good rapper.
you can't get access coz you don't have the password.
and i'm going to rap really super because I've got the memory of a computer.
yo seriously guys,
i'm freestyle, 1,2
on the microphone
checking out
to my hommies.

Oh yea. It's so absolutely fair that men get shorter lives. Lifespans. Livespan. Haha.

Why. We take lesser time to eat. to shower. to talk. to . tons of stuff. Everyday.

The color of infinity inside an empty glass
I'm squinting my eye and turning off
And on and on and off the light

It's for this experimental film
Which nobody knows about
And which I'm still figuring out
What's going to go in my experimental film?

Yeah-- you're all gonna be in this experimental film
And even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's

I already know the ending it's
The part that makes your face implode
I don't know what makes your face implode
But that's the way the movie ends

And in my experimental film
Which nobody knows about
But which I'm still figuring out
Your face implodes at my experimental film

Yeah-- you're all gonna be in this experimental film
And even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's
Even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's

The color of infinity inside an empty glass
It's for this experimental film
Which nobody knows about
And which I'm still figuring out
What's going to go in my experimental film

Yeah-- you're all gonna be in this experimental film
And even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's gonna--
Yeah-- you're gonna be in this experimental film
And even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's
Even though I can't explain it
I already know how great it's

Girl, let me tell you all the reason why I like you
You are beautiful
light blue eyes
long brown hair
and great athletic body
I don't even care about your personality
I don't even care about your personality
I don't even care about your personality
I don't even care about your personality
I don't even care

sometimes I'm too sad to use the internet
when I'm feeling bad I don't use the internet
and updates can't be hot when I'm not on the internet
it's hard to be on the internet
when you've just been robbed
your goldfish died
your wife divorced you
you don't have any food
haven't done laundry
wearing a dishcloth

i know you feel like you just can't be
it's too late for your friends and family
i'm sorry it's hard to understand me
i'll spare the details of the fight we failed
still want to crush our enemies
but that should prevail
stood our grounds
it's a sad tale
everyone that was here was eaten by the giant snail
it's reverse escargot
don't you know anywhere you go
they are gonna show
it's reverse escargot
what are you gonna do
when they come for you
[change to rap here]
yo, I will be eaten
definitely beaten
never get the head of snails
especially on weekends
Oh when I die
Imma get chewed up and swallowed and digested
all up in the hollow in the snail belly
and my whole body into nutritional jelly

i promise you from the bottem heart
i will love you to death,
till us part....
I prome you,
as a lover and a freind,
i will love you

Oh you look very pretty today.
I mean it.
There were vaccuun cleaners everywhere (everywhere)
I couldn't detach the leeches from my thighs (my thighs)
All the children had lollipops
SUCK!
city.
aaAAAAAHHH.

All in all though, aah, a pleasant experience.
I would return to suck-city again, time permitting.

(I miss you)

girl I'm sorry but I have to move
coz if I stay still all the time (well)
How would I get anything done (oooh, yeah)
I need that motion baby (oh baby)
I'm sorry if my movement makes you not enjoy our dances now
but it's a pretty stupid reason for breaking up
why don't you go out with the statue made up of clay and stuff
so you ain't break its heart like mine

[say this like a rap]

This is not the first time I'm miserable
This is not the last
This is not the end of it all
This is not the start
I like being a part of someone atleast
I hate being not that at all

Make me feel like flying
Nirvana
Very nice
And then see me crawl
God?
You?
Or is it myself?
I'll never know
How
I always wake up over the fall

I think I should just stay here
And lay dead
There's nothing over that wall
This is my life
My pain
I have to bear my pall

Let me go
Back to death
Yet again
Because
For me
It's never the last call

Ooooohh yeaeeahyeah..
nicole you are 21
You are finally old enough to drink
finally a true woman
but of course
you still look good in pink
you are so patient with ryan
and you know he really needs you
maybe tonight
he would take you out for a better pizza and seafood
or maybe you will get something else to eat

just before i go back to my cs,

i would like to say i just leveled up again, in the game of life.

cheers.

[You can request the song from me on MSN. Yea, this song.]

Why am I stalked by these underage girls?
Why am I stalked by these underage girls?
Why am I stalked by these underage girls?

They won't leave me alone at my job
I'm trying to sell some clothes they will come into the store
and hit on me but they are 16 and I'm 24
girls will never notice me in high school
so why now
when it's illegal
oh why now
girls will never date me when I was their age
it's just not fair when they were being born and I was 8

they say they love me and want to have my kids
they want to marry me and I don't know what I did
to get attention from 'em
girls like this never notice me in high school
so why now
when it's illegal
oh why now
girls will never date me when I was their age
and now they visit my work everyday

Why am I stalked by these underage girls?
Why am I stalked by these underage girls?
Why am I stalked by these underage girls?
They won't leave me alone at my job

Oh yeah..
Oh yeah..
Oh yeah..
Oh yeah!

I think they must be joking
I just play along

"Dude, what about that time when you were asked to go to the prom?"
"Oh, I totally forgot about that."

Why do these underage girls keep stalking me now? (just stop)
Why do these underage girls keep stalking me now? (just stop)
Why do these underage girls keep stalking me?

Nabeh, after so long then I realized that's just like my lian.

Do you know what that symbol represents?


Mental strength. I need it now.

I rang them up to ask why I don't have my enlistment letter yet.


They say, "You weakling, you can't carry a rifle."

"You've only got napfa gold. We want napfa/ippt gold-star."

"Also, you are in PES B. It's not good enough. You need PES A-star."




But seriously, I've not called and I don't know why.

15:34:25

16:25:08


50 minutes to decide.


Aah.

My bad,

A friend has msn nick that goes:

....... walking with little wings on my shoes.



Seriously, I'm so tempted to put my nick as

....... walking with little wings under my shoes; damn, rainy day indeed.



not trying to be antagonistic, but, random thought.

wah. knn sian.

playing halfway.

then my ex-teacher msged.



"How was gp paper? Have u bought tickets 4 ur girlfriend 4 d&d?"

.... . I kinda explained I was single.

"Its good 2 wait somex....stay in touch.all the best 4 ur a's. We're springcleang n mrs lee saw old photos n said she miss e x when u yikfei etc call her jiejie."




damn. i feel loserish.

WCG. The equivalent of olympics in cybergames. I got a ticket. Number 0071080.

I know you have been saying.


















Be quiet.

kungfu shoes

Are you sure these are kungfu shoes and not ballet shoes/girls sandals painted in black?

The first breakfast (for a really long time) I had with my dad and mum today. Sat down around the same table for once finally.

i´m so scared, of this cross i have to bare,
my hands are frozen, i play the night like solitaire,
now i am restless, u bleed from my sadness,
now i pray for your forgiveness, save me from this madness,
(the sweetness of you)
the sweetness of you, flowing through my veins,
the sweetness of you, dwelch my suffering,
the sweetness of you, flowing through my veins,
the sweetness of you, dwelch my suffering,
the sweetness of you, the sweetness of you

(the sweetness of you, flowing through my veins)

now i am restless
you bleed from my sadness
now i am restless
you bleed from my sadness

the sweetness of you, flowing through my veins,
the sweetness of you, dwelch my suffering,
the sweetness of you, flowing through my veins,
the sweetness of you,
the sweetness of you,
the sweetness of you...

i told mum im out to study.



yea, sure.

aaah. its humilation points or something.

you get 2 lollipops at the start of the game.

many rooms. you join a room with lots of girls.

you either
-grab a girl
-cry
-lick lollipop

if you grab her and she happen to choose cry, you get punished by teacher and lose points.

if you cry for no reason people will laugh and you will lose points.

for lollipop, it's neutral, but if you are licking and you get grabbed, you lose points.

damn. what's the game called?

where's the girly game whereby you do any of these

-lick your lollipop
-slap a girl
-complain
-cry

cry, complain for nothing or slap someone and she cries and you lose some points.

I had a fucking good laugh just now.


Just who the fuck do you think you are?

Haha.

Who the fuck do you think you are man?

Come on, go outside, take a piss, and look at your reflection.



Talking about capturing the dragon alive when you barely escaped with your scum life the other day.

And golly, it seems that you are at your max already.

When the room is quiet
and the daylight´s almost gone
It seems there´s something I should know

Well I ought to leave,
the rain it never stops
with no particular place to go

Just when I think I´m winning
when I´ve broken every door
the ghosts of my life, they´re wilder - than before

Just when i thought i could not be stopped
when my chance came to be king
the ghosts of my life, they´re wilder - than the wind

But I´m feeling nervous
now I find myself alone
the simple life´s no longer there
Once I was so sure
now the doubt inside my mind
comes and goes but leads nowhere

Just when I think I´m winning
when I´ve broken every door
the ghosts of my life, they´re wilder - than before

Just when i thought i could not be stopped
when my chance came to be king
the ghosts of my life, they´re wilder - than the wind