[say this like a rap]

This is not the first time I'm miserable
This is not the last
This is not the end of it all
This is not the start
I like being a part of someone atleast
I hate being not that at all

Make me feel like flying
Nirvana
Very nice
And then see me crawl
God?
You?
Or is it myself?
I'll never know
How
I always wake up over the fall

I think I should just stay here
And lay dead
There's nothing over that wall
This is my life
My pain
I have to bear my pall

Let me go
Back to death
Yet again
Because
For me
It's never the last call