You can change your underwear and feel the difference. You can dress different. But deep inside you are almost and probably identical.

I've realized that people just don't change. No matter how hard you hit them. No matter how big the carrot is (unless it's to their palette - in that case you wouldn't need a big carrot).

I've also realized that 'successful' people in their respective fields (academics, professions, etc) are as twisted as anyone else can be. It's truly horrifying(?) to stumble upon blogs of people whom you perhaps thought well of and thought were rather stable mentally and probably are living accomplished and promising lives.

Then you realized that they are there merely because they've got differing sets of values, instincts and preferences that coincidentally would serve just about anyone else in this world that we are in now, very well.

So now what that things are seemingly not in your favor? Just roll over and die?



I think that's not necessary. We could let the decay take its course. You'll rot in no time.