i thought i was some kind of superhero. now i'm starting to feel that judokas are retards. so are skaters.



i'm able to stomach gruesome sight.. i just can't really take it when it happens to me, more specifically, to a part of my body. like getting a slash, gaping wound, pus oozing out from your flesh and stuff.

say, when your flesh splits apart like cracked bamboo.


or when you don't know which direction to flip back the flap of your skin.



so anyway i was running my fingers down my legs and.. fuck.. it feels really disgusting. the bones are . oh god.. basically not smooth to touch (and it's not because of the hair).

it feels like: ankle_________----____________knee

and bilaterally!



oh my. i've learnt (few months ago) to treasure my body more and more each day but it seems kinda late.