Thursday, April 19, 2007

it's no news that i'm lazy. i like things the easier way out. i love shortcuts. i love doing less. none if possible. lady luck is in love with me. so am i. it's just. the odds. impossible. all these things.


i've got two clerks here in my building who love to pretend that they are one of us. come on. what's so good about being a _____. it's not like we get some special respect. fear maybe. but what's the point.


i'm downgrading. i predict i'll secure a downgrade before june. this will exempt me from everything physical. think runs. live firing. physical fitness tests. less laundry. less cleaning of arms.

went to doc today. gave him a headache - i don't think he saw anyone with everything 'damaged'. he was scribbling madly on his diagnosis sheet. all limbs. stress fractures. damaged ligaments. joints. i only plan to throw these cards if need be - knees, back and shoulder. so far i see no need to.

nothing's actually damaged though. just minor damages that are exaggerated. come on. i'm still running 10km every now and then. skating so often.

anyway the doc extended my medical status by another 22 days to 84 days. which is the requisite for downgrading. i just have to get my specialist's memo, mri and nmi scans and the broth is done. i'll split these tasks up so that i can then take more offs for medical appointments; medical appointments in the early afternoon.

i'm just. very sick of getting arrowed to do work. having to go to ECP on saturdays to run for 30mins and head home. having to help carry stores and shift things. errands. having to sweat. sweating is no issue until you have to change your uniform - folding it is a pain, if not, the ironing. though I don't do the washing or ironing, i feel the pain for my mum.

just before i reach ORD, i'll push for a permanent downgrade so that i can shorten my reservist liability. having a perm downgrade now is troublesome. risks of revocating. and going through new courses.



just wanna get things over and done with.










just to add, i removed all photos that have my picture. if you happen to come across any that's not, kindly leave me a tag. anonymous one will do.

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