I've always wanted foam ear plugs for live firing coz they are so much more comfortable. And I finally got them. (I doubt I will be using them coz I'm not touching any weapons anymore.)

.. for the MRI scan just now. It was noisy. Just imagine all possible mechanical noises. Electronic chirping.



Speakers in the MRI dome: "ahem, keep still during the scan or it'll be blur and we'll have to re-do. If you need to talk to us just press the control (looks like the pump from a sphygmomanometer)"

Thud thud thuds.
-pause-

"keep still for four minutes."

Vrooom. Hroooom.
-pause-

"keep very still for four minutes."

Vrrrrrr.
-pause-

"we are not done yet. keep very still for four minutes."

thak thak thak thak.

. . . .. . . . . . .. . .

And it went on for about 45minutes. And I was in a proning position.




Just imagine.


(I don't know why they charge 500 bucks for that. I don't think I wasted that much electricity. And there was a tiny streak of blood smear along insides.)

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I woke up next to you today
Knowing you had to leave forever
We cannot continue this way
I see in your face the eyes of a stranger

Like a hidden tower
Dormant
My future is trapped inside of me
For all those years I have been patient
With you I cannot set it free

Let me..

Let me..

Let me breathe
I'm suffocating I can't take it

Let me breathe
I'm afraid that I won't make it

Let me. . Let me. . Let me. .

Let me breathe
I'm suffocating I can't take it

Let me breathe
I'm afraid that I won't make it