I miss being a schoolboy.

It seems that I'm always one step, in front, of what I would have preferred?

Even so, I still feel that there's more to be done, more that should have been done. I should have made more friends, should have been more active, should have been a, should, should, shouldn't.

Well, honestly life isn't that bad right now (, other than having to live with brainless regulars). I can't remember a day without laughter. Easygoing life, really.

Right now I'm fearing time's running out. Getting old. Quite old already in fact.

Perhaps I should just cherish the present.