I don't really think before I react.


Words of advice for me today:



"hero die first."



-from an old boy in my office.


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I can't really sleep proper anyway.

Like, I feel so damn tired. Sleep on my bed and I expect to fall into a slumber and wake up grumpy the next morning when my phone rings.

But no, my head hits the pillow and I keep awake. Get up again and the whole cycle repeats. Till somehow I fall asleep.


Wake up at 0630. Click around. Put on clothes. Wait till it's about 0650 or 0655 before I leave my house. Start sprinting and hope I catch the 0700 train. Reach yew tee at 0710. Walk slowly. Reach my bunk at 0722. Change slowly. Make my way down at 0730. Unlock my cabinets. Login. Open outlook express. Open to-do list. Make phone calls. Stone. Fax. Stone. Reply emails. Stone. Breakfast at 1000. Sometimes earlier. Lunch at 1130. Or maybe 1330. Or skip it. Stone again. Stone till we are free to go. Which is anytime between 1730 to 2230. Usually it's 1800. Given green light to change up at 1730. People drag around. Leave at about 1800. People walk slowly. Walk home slowly. Walk to the station slowly. Day ends.

Reach home in about 25mins minus loitering at CWP. Dinner is random. Sometimes home. Sometimes out. Sometimes at grandmas. Sometimes never. Powr up my com. Wash up.



Actually I have no idea how I kill time till I go to bed.