Headache. Nauseous. Woozy. Don't know if it's due to my woofer and that I'm blasting out quite a bit of bass. Maybe?



I've been doing the same thing everyday. Surf around. Catch some quirky news. Watch some videos. Play some music. Everyone knows that. Probably.



I foresee myself doing the same things even in the next 30 years. And logically speaking there should be no change to my life. Or maybe. Circumstances. Maybe I would be forced to get a job. Maybe I would win the lottery and continue to be as lazy.


Being stuck in the realm of thought isn't too productive. At least not in the material sense - only that counts, right? So I've got to do something. Make a change. Change. Why must we wait for things to happen before we change, willingly? Can't we make changes even when life is comfy? Because we are humans. Because we obey Newton's first law. That is an object will remain at rest or in uniform motion in a straight line unless compelled to change its state by the action of an external force. Wonderful. Inertia.

And that would be I would probably remain single. Remain car-less. Remain grumpy. Remain fat. Honestly, I can't think of anything else that I'm bothered by at the moment.


How's smashing my computer for a change? What about staying-in voluntarily? Why must I make drastic changes? Why not minor ones? Don't people say start off with small steps?


I don't know. I'm running out of time. I know luck can't hold for long. I know, I know. Still too lazy to change. Come. Hit me hard. Jolt me. Help me. Help myself.


I'm not making good use of my time. Of my life. Of my head. Anyone wants them?



blabbering nonsense.