I don't have the super-customized ORD countdown program I did up using excel in my office on my pc.
So roughly I have been on this job for about. 3 months or so.
For the first month, I was made to sit at my computer. Not allowed to read mags. But whatever man. I did still. Finished all my newsweek/national geographic mags I've not touched since.. last year?
In the second month, I took extra long lunch breaks. 1130 to 1330. Talking with my buddy who, too, has been given this newfound freedom (he's not in the same office as me though). Either that or I will be sleeping in bunk. Waiting for my phone to ring. But most of the time the days went by without anyone looking for me.
This month, I've been office-hopping. Visting people. Sitting around. Talking rubbish. Laughing at stupid things. Basically not at my own desk 95% of the time.
It sucks. To know very well that you are wasting your time away. Waiting for time to pass by. Not knowing when exactly you can go home(usually it's around six anyway). And to suck more coz you know you haven't got the discipline to do things you should do for yourself - and that's not even work-related.
I've like tried almost all possible chaokeng methods. All the possible ways one can try to waste time away - extra long lunch breaks, sleep, talk cock, surf net, stone, reading, what have you?
Right now I wanna have a different experience. And hopefully in a more positive light. And maybe I will get seriously freaking sick of idling that I would want to work hard.
Maybe.
So roughly I have been on this job for about. 3 months or so.
For the first month, I was made to sit at my computer. Not allowed to read mags. But whatever man. I did still. Finished all my newsweek/national geographic mags I've not touched since.. last year?
In the second month, I took extra long lunch breaks. 1130 to 1330. Talking with my buddy who, too, has been given this newfound freedom (he's not in the same office as me though). Either that or I will be sleeping in bunk. Waiting for my phone to ring. But most of the time the days went by without anyone looking for me.
This month, I've been office-hopping. Visting people. Sitting around. Talking rubbish. Laughing at stupid things. Basically not at my own desk 95% of the time.
It sucks. To know very well that you are wasting your time away. Waiting for time to pass by. Not knowing when exactly you can go home(usually it's around six anyway). And to suck more coz you know you haven't got the discipline to do things you should do for yourself - and that's not even work-related.
I've like tried almost all possible chaokeng methods. All the possible ways one can try to waste time away - extra long lunch breaks, sleep, talk cock, surf net, stone, reading, what have you?
Right now I wanna have a different experience. And hopefully in a more positive light. And maybe I will get seriously freaking sick of idling that I would want to work hard.
Maybe.
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