I'm getting really.. mixed up. Often doing things and taken aback only much later.

I wake up in the morning, lead my civilian life and then I go back to my office, get changed up and stare at my computer, answer phone calls, make myself a drink and have some biscuits at the pantry - the life of a sedentary worker.

At times I find myself staring through the scope of a rifle, or holding a pistol at the range, firing away. And to switch back so quickly back to a seemingly average civilian, taking the train, walking around in malls and eating, resting at home etc.

Back home, I revert back to a geek. Surfing the net, for quirkies, news, gaming, etc.



The scary thing is, I'm getting used to doing all these things passively.