Can't sleep. Drinking now.
Seriously. It sucks to think that I've not changed at all. I thought it was some miraculous life-changing phase of life. bah. humbug. I thought I would change, mentally, physically, etc. But now what, same old me. Still as fat. Same weight. I didn't put on any muscles either. Still as lazy. (oh yeah, I'm too lazy to reflect actual weight up there. I've gained some weight I believe. From my 7 days' 'break'.)
I've got half a mind to eat two meals a day for the twelve remaining days. (Eight effectively, discounting the two weekends.) Fuck that. I think I'll try to lose weight during the block leave.
Got to sleep really soon though I'm still wide awake. Got to catch the ferry at 0630. Like wtf I know. Not risking anything, so I'm not bringing my usual phone in. That means no updates other than during the weekends.
Luck holds.
Seriously. It sucks to think that I've not changed at all. I thought it was some miraculous life-changing phase of life. bah. humbug. I thought I would change, mentally, physically, etc. But now what, same old me. Still as fat. Same weight. I didn't put on any muscles either. Still as lazy. (oh yeah, I'm too lazy to reflect actual weight up there. I've gained some weight I believe. From my 7 days' 'break'.)
I've got half a mind to eat two meals a day for the twelve remaining days. (Eight effectively, discounting the two weekends.) Fuck that. I think I'll try to lose weight during the block leave.
Got to sleep really soon though I'm still wide awake. Got to catch the ferry at 0630. Like wtf I know. Not risking anything, so I'm not bringing my usual phone in. That means no updates other than during the weekends.
Luck holds.
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