I don't know what to do now. I woke at 0539, somewhat instinctively. Breakfast, was sad. I ate gardenia chocolate twiggies I brought back from camp.


I'm not sure if I should get 2 more batteries for my phone-camera. That would be four in total. Or should I try to find a phone that has the same functions as my current one minus the camera. Or if I should forget about blogging totally. Just stick to sms and calling.

I'm not sure about what to bring in as well. What to read? Should I even read instead of sleep?

I won't be coming back for about 2 weeks. Going in today. Come this friday. We'll book out .. into the jungles. For a week. Umm. Then half of it would be gone. My batch has it at 9 weeks. I've cleared 2. After the stay in the jungles 4/9 of it would be over. I find it strange that that would mean a month would then have gone by? A month, 1/12 of a year. A month is quite long.

Anyway I don't think I can become an officer. For the computerized tests, I didn't give politically correct answers. Shrug. Who knows what would become of me after this basic training. Even if I were to become one, I don't think my injuries hold. How can they, for 9 months? My entire left shin hurts. Right knee hurts. My left hand is getting slightly weak. I fear relapse of neuropraxia. It's quite simple. I just have to fall on my left arm. Or perhaps getting banged into from the back on the left.



I still don't know what to do about the phone thing.