I'm feeling more and more paranoid about computers. It's so strange, when you know it inside out, but you have no idea how to create it. How do I create an operating system? How do I write such a software? How do I link up internet and everything? Sure, I can manipulate the system, use tools (written by other programmers), but it feels strange still.

It's like being F1 racer that has no idea how to tune his car, how to manufacture parts, how to smith the pistons and all he knows is driving the vehicle.

Or perhaps I should redirect my paranoia elsewhere. Afterall, I'm a human and I have no idea how my brain control my cells and how my blood move around and how I feel and how I think.



The irony of it all.