When you are bored, it's rather interesting to do a google search on "I hate CNY".

Actually, I wanted to go with the flow; to get involved and pretend to be happy and all. I couldn't. All I did - put on a chao bin.


Maternal side is kinda effed up; there's nothing to talk about.


Over here on my paternal side it's a fucking retarded thing. It means the young and the old being retarded, getting so happy just to be able to come together to gamble. Either that or sit around the tv and watch documentaries. It really makes me wonder what CNY is about, and how people celebrate it elsewhere, say, china/taiwan etc.

I don't quite fit in, or perhaps I don't fit myself in.

In fact, what I had in mind was to pretend to be sick this morning; how I wished to be in army and that I genna guard duty today.

I’m trying to go home asap. And I’m definitely not going out tomorrow.