Maybe moving to japan and work isn't bad. And maybe finding someone there would be better. Haha.

I so thought I was going to die yesterday. Couldn't breathe properly.

Oh well, the cough is getting ok, the fever is erratic, it's been exactly a week. I woke at like 8am, cough, and ran to the sink. And out came a huge _chunk_ of phlegm, yellow and big, like a flattened fishball. Gosh, it was so solid that if you poked it it would probably wobble like jelly. Felt better, less itchy, and my cough became 'normal-sounding', though I still cough for abit.

And oh, I don't really understand why sandflies are such assholes. Btw, only females bite, for sandfly too. Okay, you've had your blood, can't you just freaking leave? They seem to have a habit of causing the site of infection (+ a big radius) to become damn hard. What for? What purpose in that? Or is that just immunological response to a bad infection?