karebu

finally 18. legal.

no more walking along the streets with barcardi in hand, fearing the police, getting carded.

That's not friendship. That's freeloading.

First thing in the morning.

It's damn good. Taste like alcohol swab. Very gassy. Albeit expensive; $7 a bottle

One star today. Nope, it's not a plane or helicopter

The navy has too much money and keeps sending ads and more ads.

Me lying down at the playground looking at the sky after a jog.

Pink it's my new obsession
Pink it's not even a question,
Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
Pink is the love you discover

Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink 'cause you are so very
Pink it's the color of passion
'Cause today it just goes with the fashion

Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

You could be my flamingo
'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It's kink - but you don't ever tell her

Pink it was love at first sight, and
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah

Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink it's like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

I like this game. You have to listen and rooms are random.

I finished it quite fast though. Could be faster, but I decided to try some traps.

Lineage II Chronicles IV Scions of Destiny

Can anyone tell me what the fuck is maplestory? It's definitely not a game and I wonder why so many people are on it.

I wanted to look for more clothes. But with these I'm like getting weird looks.

Also, there's this weird lady. Trailed me a distance. I was aware, of course. She looked as though she wanna rob, but she's like half a body shorter. Trying to get my receipt. I know it's some redemption thing, and mine chalked up quite a lot. Knn, she doesn't dare to look me in the eye when asking/talking for them, and I wonder why. I look damn fierce?

But she die die don't want to come clean. Sorry, hor, no receipt for you, loh.

Third blogger charged.

Again, comments with regards to muslim(s)/malay(s). Can't be sure, didn't read properly.

I don't know, but it seems that the Chinese chinese, older generation SG chinese, and malays tend to be very sociable people, and my visits to the public library confirm this.

Perhaps younger people aren't really tolerant. And also, I guess people who think they are 'smart/civilized' often fail to see that the 'not-so-smart/civilized' people are not wired up to see or think about others, with regards to being considerate and all. (E.g., Am I flipping my papers too loudly? Am I shaking the table too hard by erasing my work? Am I being.. inconsiderate; basically.) Different mentalities. Some people don't care about others. Some people don't think they are 'disrupting peace'. I mean, after like, close to a lifetime of talking loudly and all, they probably find it normal, and us, abnormal. Try asking the ahpek in the kopitiam drinking his Tiger and eating peanuts to speak softer. Try explaining to him what is being refined. I did before. Well, to some, that word doesn't even exist. It's so alien. What's with speaking softly anyway? Like, seriously.

Some people don't like others to talk, or at least, especially in a non-english language. Can't really help but to form mental associations. And so they rant on their blogs. Well, I'm quite sure that they are pissed when some students talk loudly when discussing about their questions and all. Or perhaps everyone's pissed at each other. It's just that we have more blogs. And more eyes on the net.

Well well well. There's a chinese saying that goes, wu2 feng1 bu4 qi3 lang4, literally means no wind no rise wave. Yeah, go figure. (and by this, I mean, why are some groups of people seen as very very sociable people.)

http://arstechnica.com/reviews/hardware/nano.ars/3

She said, "I need to go home." "Okay, but I need to buy something." "Do you want me to come along?" "If you wish." And she did.

So we went shopping for present. So I was like walking around. And both of us were so damn acting weird lah. KNN. So unlike me. And the sales assistant at the shop was like, "Why you two so shy?" I think she blushed lah. But, we aren't an item. She also has a habit. Of walking behind me when it's crowded. Ah. I prefer girls to walk in front.

And oh. My mum saw me with her when we were going out for lunch. damn..

From a japanese fishing site.

Created by karebu.

Background info: S700i is 108mm long.

I found a second face-reader. By face reader I mean one who's a psychic.

She id-ed two out of two things correctly.

-I haven't been studying.
-I am in depression.

i didn't drink today. :)

I've been studying hard today. Necromancy. Palmistry. Drinking.

Finally. Finally. After so much forum debate. As to the gahmen taking the initiative to employ ex-convicts. So much for the campaigns. So much for talking. And look at this.

-Adapted from Straits Times Interactive-
Oct 24, 2005
A victim of his past after turning over a new leaf?

I HAVE a relative who recently applied for the post of relief teacher through the Ministry of Education (MOE) website.

He was rejected for the post and no reason was given. Hence, we came to our own conclusions.

As with most application forms, there is this question on criminal records. This relative of mine was once put in a prison school for two years for causing injury to others at the age of 16.

He regretted what he did and turned all his energy to good use. He achieved mostly As in the GCE O-level examinations as a private candidate and joined a polytechnic for a course in accounting and finance. He did so well there that his name was on the director's honour list.

But when it came to seeking a job as a relief teacher, turning over a new leaf and academic excellence seem to have cut no ice with the MOE.

If the reason for rejecting the application has something to do with his past, then would it not be contradictory to the purpose of the Yellow Ribbon Project introduced by the Government to give such people a second chance in life?

To acknowledge one's mistake and carry on with life takes a lot of courage and effort.

Powell Poo Jian Wei

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eh. mostly As and poly? sigh. not strong enough to bang gahmen.

nonono
wrong wrong wrong
it's come to my attention you are not measuring up
you need to stay late, again
with no overtime
your project has to be completely redone
you cant seem to do anything right
oh, i'm gonna have to write you up again too
you are just not measuring up
that's 3 more demerits this week
did you get the memo about paycut
10% across the board
we've got to cutback
it's the bottomline you see
and your insurance copays, they have been going up
better tighten your belt
we are merging with a bigger company
this is goign to be
1 flavor ice cream
1 brand of coffee
1 car
there's 20 ppl waiting for your job
1/3 of the people work for less 8.50 an hour
get used to it
be happy with what you've got
you have to be kept over the weekend
with no overtime pay of course
you are not meeting your quota
whats that you say
the quota is impossible to meet
duh
this is how it works
i sit in my off
my cornet office
i do some simple maths
i look at other company similars to ours
i get stats
take a nap
burp*
i crunch some numbers
the figures show it's only humanly possible to complete say 10 projects a week
i double it
that becomes your new quota
simple
of course its impossible
that's the whole point
gotta keep you on edge
we'll give you some alogy about setting your bar high, meeting goal etc
thats not the real reason
we've got to keep you in fear
fearful people develop low self esteem
thus, they'll never ask for raise
what, you want a raise?

HAHAHAHAHA!

i saw this.

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HAHA, FRANK LAMPARD JUST SCORED A GOAL.
3 - 1, chelsea's leading.. to hell with bolton. (oops, i hope i dont get sued for this) =P
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i was like, haR? frank lam-par score a goal?
lol.

sigh. the cat got my shoe.

HerE's a List of my 'now Playing' songs.

CheriShtHeday
Axelcoonlamentingcity
ellesdeGRaaffeAT.gregmurray
ApollOdAnce
dJTiestOfeat..nicolahitcockofmandalay

sgboy

holy shit.. this is a gay site.. for gays to meet each other.

then i went to channel sgboy.

People wanting to get paid for blowjobs by guys.

hi any 19-28 decent wanna chat? 18+ m chn NSF here
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anyone in jurong west?
any1 wanna chat?
anyone in hougang wanna suck for 21 male and pay him too?
any btm wif place?
* chncut27 has joined #sgboy
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jur west ext or nearby anyone?...msg me pls
* micky has joined #sgboy
m looking for part time job here,any?msg me

woah. just finished talking to someone on irc.

quite messed up, with rage. like me, in the past.

generated a 23kb log.

that's VERY BIG for a pure text file in case you don't know.

just a preview below.

Hahha. this is so lame.

hi
He says:
hety
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... says:
i not this account owner
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... says:
i am his bro
He says:
uh huh
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... says:
kine of bored so find someone to chat with
He says:
ok
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... says:
u dun mind right?
He says:
not at all
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... says:
u gto pic.. wanna ex-change?
He says:
erh, i'm a guy yeah
He says:
haha
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... closed your conversation window.

Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... has left the conversation.

Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... closed your conversation window.
Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... closed your conversation window.

Suzuki Kyoichi ????... SaD... has left the conversation.

I had the tools and the will to learn what I wanted to learn, not fill in the blanks of what I �should� learn. School, to most Indigos, is a necessary evil, something to be endured, and escaped from as soon as possible. Our way of learning things is holographic. And we intensely dislike merely skimming a subject- we want to know- to remember- everything about it. We�re wired that way. Our interests are intense and passionate. The Internet has been a Godsend for me, because I now have vast sums of accumulated knowledge and information at my fingertips. With it, I can drill down to depths unimaginable when I was in school.

-lifted.

Halloween (abit crappy, it would mean 1/365 of the people on Earth can do these. but hell, that's better than 1/12 of people getting the same luck daily[horoscope]):

For those who are born on october 31, the folklore says that you will have the ability to read dreams.

In Scotland, a child born at Samhain was said to be gifted with an d� shealladh, �The Two Sights� commonly known as �second sight,� or clairvoyance.

Popular superstitions have deemed that children born on Halloween had unique powers of contacting and conversing with supernatural beings.

A person born on Halloween can see and talk to spirits.

There were also ritual fires to ensure that the sun would return the following spring and there is still a lingering belief that children born on Hallowe'en have supernatural gifts.

Indigo:
They would be psychically gifted people, whose mission would be to promote progress in all areas in human culture, and they're named "indigo" because of the life color in their auras, which indicates great intuition and psychic abilities.

The people born Indigos would be rebellious to authority, very sensitive, highly talented, and nonconformist. They would be the kind of people who were considered freaks at school, because they were loners, showed uncommon tastes and although they were very intelligent, the repetitive school tasks were so hateful to them that they preferred not to do them sometimes.

download this music

I'm starting to like organ music alot.

Be productive.
Make money.
Find happiness.
Look after yourself.
Achieve real-life success...
do not spend counterproductive time on your enemies, spend time on yourself.
Make sure material knowledge and success is primary, along with forming good friendships.
Live life holistically and materiastically.
Make Satan proud!
Make yourself efficient, strong.
Be self loving, do not neglect yourself.
You will find you have no need for a soul, that actually, you've already sold it to Satan when you stood on the intellectual route to self manifestation in the world alone:

Materialism.

Welcome to the dark side, everyone, church-goers, "I'm holier-than-thou", .. . .

No, we aren't, we are merely living our lives to the best.
Bullshit.

No, you see there are some good in this world afterall.
Bullshit.

You are hopeless.
So are you.

Seriously this place is doomed. No doubts about it.

thanks van.

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. All the other frogs gathered around the pit.

When they saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead.

The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all of their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead.

Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.

The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die.

He jumped even harder and finally made it out.

When he got out, the other frogs said, 'Did you not hear us?'

The Frog explained to them that he was deaf.

He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

And the moral of this story?

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.

2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them. Be careful of what you say. Speak life to those who cross your path.

The power of words ... it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times.

Special is the individual who will take the time to encourage another. Be Special to others.

Sigh. This is the second time I'm receiving this. No, I'm not upset about the inactivity, I'm upset that that meant 180 days had just flew by.

something random.

i remember using the shower right after a girl. i wonder why girls always set the water heater at high temperatures. insanely high to me, at least. hm. maybe that explains why they are cleaner. or smell nicer.

I love this! hahaha

and these are the emoticons i bought. phew. working.

It's working now.
can you see, I put :'( and my meego crys?

knn. try and try again. faild and fail again. fuck!

FUCKER! YOU SCAM AND YOUR SERVER GOES DOWN!

so I wanted a halloween meegos. halloween is special.

okay, 3.60 down the drain
FUCKING HELL ITS NOT INSTALLING! KNNNNNNN. UNINSTALLED REINSTALLED EVERY FUCKING THING. KNNNNN. KNNNNNN FUCK FUCK KANINABUCHAOCHEEBYE. I COULD HAVE GOTTEN ANOTHER FUCKING DRINK. FUCKING GOT SCAMMED.

A brand new activity! Count my freckles!

born on halloween.

halloween is theoretically the eve of All Saints' Day in Catholic Church, literally halloween means holy evening.

been googling.

myths(?):
ability to communicate with dead
possess supernatural powers/gifts
protected from evil (don't think so about this)

balhbalhablah. im going to sleep. sigh.

sian lah, i'm broke. went out for 2 hours. spent $17.45. not really broke, but if you do your sums, you need more than 500 bucks a month if this goes on daily.

Reaching high above the stars
Understand there's something more, to believe in
Always better if you know
You can trust in me, I'll be there

Just remember who you are
Deep inside your heart is the wave, to discover
All the pieces left behind
Everyone has darkness sometime

I'm lookin' for one good sign, and I'll be right there by your side
Guiding your heart all the way, 'cause I've come to take you home..

When the day begins to fade, and you're feeling too afraid
Just remember who you are, 'cause I've come to take you home
When you feel you've lost your way, and there's nothing left to say
Always better if you know, that I've come to take you home

I'm lookin' for one good sign, and I'll be right there by your side
Guiding your heart all the way, 'cause I've come to take you home..