wow. i was out in town. walking around. then i got stopped by a lady from imodels international. "hello i am from imodels international and we are looking for good looking people for .. .blahblah.." "can you write your contact number down.. blah blah" Iwas in a hurry. didn't quite listen to what she was saying. so i left my contact behind. hmm. first on the list though. (the notebook was blank.) cross fingers. hmm. now i wonder. set me thinking. hmm. i always think i look like shit. no self confidence. but then again. must not got too haolian or what. God is known for being cruel. geez. please. thanks. I fear You, and i am extremely thankful for what I have.