I was in class today. I'm not happy. Always am not happy. So I was thinking, since it seems that evil gets instant gratification, instant power and strength and all, why not, walk the path of the Devil then? It's so much easier to fall. Fall into the abyss. Swaying. It was in biology tutorial class. I was half praying; an unsincere prayer it be, praying for God to speak to me. (I am aware that one should not ask for miracles or signs.) And it so happened that I stumbled upon the Book of Job in the Bible. And I found that I learnt quite a bit from it, and that I very much enjoyed the book. Lot's of sad things. And I think Job is morbid as well, just like me.