9.49 in the morning. i don't feel like doing work. ive uninstalled ro, i feel like reinstalling back. stupid fuck. then again i feel like installing other stuff back. i hate myself. i feel like playing some lame multiplayer shit online. but what's the fucking point. i really feel like reinstalling ro. right now i'm thinking of how nice a lord knight would look like. i hate me. i'm a fucking retard. i can't get my priorities right. hate me hate me hate me. what exactly do you want in this life, huh. i don't want anything. everything is meaningless. stupid humans. i hate humans. i hate this society. i think i'm off to install ragnarok.