Er... what can I say.. Okay, I've just got my com back. I was trying out computer detox program, and it somewhat came by itself. My com went down randomly.. 'Really randomly'.. And my com is pretty slow now.. Gotta reformat it, but not now..
Today is day 12. Day twelve. Whatever happened to me? I don't really know. Life, seems to be 'cyclic'. Erratic sleeping hours still, yes, but it's limited to sleeping after 6pm and waking after midnight.
Astral projection, spiritual stuff and all; I'll have them aside for some time I guess. Or maybe I shouldn't. I'm close. I know. But. I can do that some other time, can't I? Or will I not live past this year? I know not.
People; change, some; don't. Look what I have gotten myself into. Back into the vicious cycle of the usage of com and all. Okay, I'm not supposed to be here. Oh wait. I am. I am supposed to compile a new list for CIP and stuff.
Talking about that; I'm quite heartbroken lah. The 'office auntie' took my old key rental tag away from me. The very tag that was with me for over 7 months. And gave me a new one. Man, at least let us keep it for remembrace sake? I'm extremely sentimental. It's troubling me. Yeah, laugh all you want.
-let me go make myself a drink- okay I've finished it.
So. Erh. I feel weird. Yes, I've always been feeling weird.. To be happy.. I want to.. It's okay being alone. It's okay. I must stop this. I'm losing my mind soon.
Today is day 12. Day twelve. Whatever happened to me? I don't really know. Life, seems to be 'cyclic'. Erratic sleeping hours still, yes, but it's limited to sleeping after 6pm and waking after midnight.
Astral projection, spiritual stuff and all; I'll have them aside for some time I guess. Or maybe I shouldn't. I'm close. I know. But. I can do that some other time, can't I? Or will I not live past this year? I know not.
People; change, some; don't. Look what I have gotten myself into. Back into the vicious cycle of the usage of com and all. Okay, I'm not supposed to be here. Oh wait. I am. I am supposed to compile a new list for CIP and stuff.
Talking about that; I'm quite heartbroken lah. The 'office auntie' took my old key rental tag away from me. The very tag that was with me for over 7 months. And gave me a new one. Man, at least let us keep it for remembrace sake? I'm extremely sentimental. It's troubling me. Yeah, laugh all you want.
-let me go make myself a drink- okay I've finished it.
So. Erh. I feel weird. Yes, I've always been feeling weird.. To be happy.. I want to.. It's okay being alone. It's okay. I must stop this. I'm losing my mind soon.
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