Dreams. I can't seem to recall them. The recollections are always fuzzy at best, even if it has only been moments since I've woken.



I don't understand, why my dreams have always been extremely violent. I often wake in the middle of fights, It seems very strange that I feel accustomed to such violence. No sweat, no pounding heart. Just another day. Fight, and look on as I pound and destroy unknown people like a hardened and cold fighter. (I don't think I've killed anything in my dreams. So, a fighter and not a killer.) I feel nothing looking straight into those eyes, those faces, that I wallop. They do feel sinister though.

I doubt that these dreams have anything to do with what I did in the day. I don't have games on my mobile. I haven't been gaming on the computer. I don't participate in martial arts anymore. And I don't have issues with my co-workers. I don't maim people inside my head. None of those mental or physical violence.


If I can remember, I will put my palms together in my dreamworld and let people hit me for a change. Doesn't matter if I were set on fire or forced under water. It should not matter since they are dreams afterall. But how can someone fight.. violence?